i hate your negitive shit.

all i want is mum to treat me like she actually wants me around.
it hurts more then anything in the world to know you're one big screw up in your mums eyes.

the fact she thinks i love my father more then her, is rediculas.

the fact she thinks i hate her, brings me to tears.
i don't know what i could possibly do to change her mind set about this..

nothing i say does.

nothing i do does.

i dont know what to do.