laterly ive noticed if im not driving and someone is driving me, i get scared, cause its different to my driving, its weird, but thats probably my only anxiety at the moment.
One of my friends started talking to me about how he wants a girlfriend, i thought i was content with being single, like, im not tied down, can do whatever i want, but i think i was kidding myself, because all i can think of laterly is that conversation and how everything i said isnt what i want, i am over being single and it is extremelyyy hard to find someone to love, and im increasingly starting to think im meant to be lonely, because everyone ive liked, doesnt back and a girl doesnt need anyone who doesnt need her.

out last night was pretty good, after all the drama.
its amazing how when you talk to people you dont, how you realise what you were missing out on.
and my maccas right now is going down just lovely... thankyou jesse :)


im starting to find, that its up to me, whether or not im happy, im the only person who can make it happen.
things are starting to get a little more back on track.