being kind leads to being used, its like the not so nice people see that this person is vunerable and easy, so they take it upon themselves to use this person to their advantage, and when their done chuck them out when their finished useing them.

im the sort of person who see's a coin with its tails side up so ill stop to turn it heads side up.

because even if im not lucky, this coin can be lucky for the next person who finds it.

but no matter what i do, ive learnt to never to expect anything in return because most people only care about themselves anyway, because expectations lead to great dissappointments.

everyone is going to hurt you, if we just prepare ourselves, it will hurt less because its not unexpected.

everyone leaves.

ps. all my posts have been depressing as laterly, so ill promise ill try find something good enough to talk about that is actually good :)