http://www.choosi.com.au/competitions/whats-on-your-bucket-list

you broke my heart, yet i still love you with all the little pieces.
i never thought id let anyone treat me this way, i know it's wrong.
but my belief that its so wrong its right is all i can think about.
i dont want to have to look back again and say what if.
ive never wanted to fight for something this much before, so im taking it as a sign i should fight.
boy oh boy, do i wish i could see the future to see if its worth while.

love.

the one thing we cant live with out.

the more and more i think about my feelings, i start feeling angry with myself.
its confusing.
i dont think i have been more confused in my life.
so i think the best option is to not think.

And when we fight my heart races, my stomachs drops, I want to cry but most of all I just want to talk to him and sort it out nOw, if I don't I feel like I'm about to have a heart attack. This feeling is the worst feeling in the world. Boy oh boy, would not having feelings be a 100 times better. It's tea time but I'm not hungry anymore I just want him to come home sO we can talk. :(

sometimes i just feel like a big fat failure.

with a good looking boyfriend, comes lots of girls

and an easily jealous girlfriend.

i have really got to learn to trust.

because without that, relationships dont work.

but its hard to trust when you have been shown so many reasons in the past not too.

slowly

learning

how

to be

a

girlfriend !

ill get their eventually.

“To be nobody but
yourself in a world
which is doing its best day and night to make you like
everybody else means to fight the hardest battle
which any human being can fight and never stop fighting.” 

2012. will be better :)

I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes.

Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You’re doing things you’ve never done before, and more importantly, you’re Doing Something.

So that’s my wish for you, and all of us, and my wish for myself. Make New Mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody’s ever made before. Don’t freeze, don’t stop, don’t worry that it isn’t good enough, or it isn’t perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life.

Whatever it is you’re scared of doing, Do it.

Make your mistakes, next year and forever.

if you don't make mistakes, ill feel sorry for you... live a little



i pretty much am the grinch of christmas.
i don't see the point in working really hard for money and then having to spend it on people who probably will not use it or appeciate it.
i thought chirstmas was meant to be able love etc..
christmas puts me in the worst mood ever ever ever.

SOMEONE CHEER ME UP !
and take my mind off money and christmas.

in just over a week, everything has changed, for the bettter :)

it really is true when everyone said you have to go through the bad to get to the good.

he is pretty amazing :)

right now life couldnt be any better

iphone iphone iphone

4s

yes you are mine !
:D

schoolies.the one thing i looked forward to from the start of high school

and i'm not even going.

i don't think any one understand how depressed this actually makes me.

but ill just find something to burry my head in while all my friends are away having fun.

today, i handed my resume in everywhere i would like to work in probably all of albury.

so pleaseeeeeeeeeee albury, let me have a job in one of these areas !

fingers crossed everyone !

2 weeks of waiting for doctors results and i'm worried... just want everything to be fine.

i want a fish.

or perhaps a seahorse.

please

:)